this is it .

soooooooo i`m noticing a trend . && i`m saying this with all sincerity : celebrities who document their life, usually die shortly after the documentary is aired . lisa "left eye" lopez went to honduras && died in a car accident while filming . michael jackson was documenting his last world tour called "this is it" ... && that was it . now DJ AM [ adam goldstein ] dies of an overdose while filming a kind of "true life-ish" reality show about people with addictions . crazy shit huh ?

thatisall .

ranDUMB .

when i first came across the blog Faces in Places, i was like WTF?! what kind of idiocracy is this ? but then i thought about it -- it takes quite a creative mind to find these faces in all these places . lls . [ i seriously just cracked up at that statement ] . so yeah . check them out .

&& i STILL won`t grow up; i`m a grown-ass kid .

here`s the confession : i enjoy playing dress-up games . so shoot me . i don`t care . i`d much rather dress up an online avatar or celebrity doll in clothes than try all that shit on myself . it`s just one of those things that i do where i lock myself away in my room where i won`t be judged -- kinda like masturbation or something . a guilty pleasure i guess . lls . they say the first step is admitting that you have a problem . anywho, i`m addicted to sites like Stardoll && Looklet . these sites, along with the wife, invade my free time . stardoll allows you to dress up like EVERY celebrity on earth with a couple different pieces . they also have a couple makeover games . now looklet is every fashionista`s dream . you can choose a model && background, then thumb through hundreds of pages of designer pieces . it`s just so damn addictive . below, are two looks i put together today . nothing too snazzy, although the phillip lim dress is GORGEOUS ! [ feel free to click on the pic to enlarge it ]

okay, let`s clear something up since i`m on the subject of styling && such . just because you feel like you dress well and people often comment on your clothing does not ... && i repeat DOES NOT mean that you should automatically go into the world of fashion . it`s completely different if you`re passionate about fashion and all the non-glamorous things that come along with the industry, but don`t just do it because you`re an avid "the hills" or "the city" watcher . i mean seriously, how many people do you know that wake up in the morning, take a few online fashion courses, move to new york && become the next alexander wang ? i`ll wait ... didn`t think you knew . do you even know who alexander wang is ? didn`t think so . therefore, i rest my case . the moral of this post is : do you && look good doing it . BOW !

SHADY lady .

this here has got to be the quote of the year; scratch that -- MY LIFE ! motha can be sooooo shady at times, but i love her !

&& i DIE .

my girl gotta girlfriend .

let me say now that this is going to be a gay-ass post ... proceed with caution .

DowneLink is a social networking community which allows lesbians, bisexuals, transgenders, queers and the like to chat, message and basically just "keep up" with what is going on in the community . personally, i like to think of it as "myspace for the gays" . lls . anywho, i deleted my account last night . jay-z said it best -- "we off that" . in the past, dL was a place for me to "trick && traffic" as shannon and i like to call it . lmao . looking back on the things i used to do just cracks me up to pieces sometimes . i lived for the FLIRT section . i could search any zipcode i wanted and pull up countless pages of random bitches, some of which still attempt to entertain me to this very day . mannnn it`s honestly just SOMETHING about being able to create a persona and reeling people in simply based on what they read in your "about me" . it`s a POWERFUL feeling . yeah, those may have been a strong choice of words, but dammit they`re true . so if you`re bicurious, bisexual, trisexual, pansexual, transexual, queer, lesbo, gay or any other label that society has place upon you && feeling like you have no control over your life; feel free to create your DowneLink persona today ! results may vary .

my disclaimer .

yeaaahhh; so pretty much everybody on earth has a blog these days . from your great grandma on down to your next door neighbor`s pet roach is documenting their boring lives or their perspectives on what they believe to be fashion, or what`s "in or out" -- this here blog; notsomuch . i just plan to be EXTREMELY random && witty -- much like i am in person . i might give a fashion opinion or three here && there; but hey, that`s me . so don`t you worry your pretty little heads ... i`ll be sure you enjoy yourselves .